It was wonderful to talk to Mom today, and Moni made it all happen. I am so grateful and relieved to be in touch with her again, and she seemed obviously excited to get her iPad back. Who would have thought it, but despite all doubts, it was a brainstorm of genius to get it for her. She has come to love listen to her music whenever she pleases, and it’s a means to stay in touch with me.
If you follow this blog, you have noticed that I haven’t been in a good place as of lately. Physical and emotional pain truly had me struggle for awhile, and although I’m not out of the woods just yet, I am crawling my way back up towards the light, and I am getting better.
You will also know that I’m in tune with my animal world, and any spiritual messages that might come true. It’s been quiet and I really didn’t get many signs while I was in Germany, but the other day, the universe had quite a few things to say.
The day started with a beautiful white blanket of snow. Everything was clean and fresh. Symbolic for a new start and new beginnings. Symbolic of purity and cleansing away the dirt, even if only covered up.
While doing the dishes, a young hawk came to visit and sat on the wires across my kitchen window, as if watching me. He sat there for over an hour, silent, just watching me through the window. Like all messages, if you believe in this sort of thing, was a powerful one.
“You’re caught up in too many details, so step back so you can get a greater perspective on the situation. Stay alert and focused on the task before you, eliminating as many distractions as possible. Spent some time observing and studying the situation, and when it’s time for action, make it quick and decisive. Pay close attention to your surroundings, as you’re about to receive an important message. Be aware of any personal or psychic attacks, and be prepared to defend yourself. Stop trying to change others or just situation, And work instead on excepting things as they are”.
Later on that day while venturing outside, a donkey crossed my path with another message.
“Volunteer and give your time and physical energy to a service organization that’s compatible with your philosophy and believes. Listen to and respect your intuition, particularly when it comes to doing something that has potential risks. Take your time and proceed cautiously and slowly, but keep on moving ahead, pausing only to determine the best direction to go toward your destination. The more you express and honor your inner truth, the more recognition and acknowledgment you’ll receive”.
Finally at night I went to bed with the sound of coyotes near by, bringing yet another message.
“Lighten up, you are taking things from much too seriously. The resources you need are available. Something quite unexpected and not necessarily welcome is about to happen. Rather than fighting or running from the situation, it will work out better if you adjust to it. Look for the lessons in the turmoil you’re experiencing. Forgive yourself for any mistakes or errors, and look for the gifts that have come out of the experience”.
So all in all I would say that this is a time of healing and renewal for me. To shed or cover up what no longer serves me and to be pure at heart.
To break things down into smaller portions, vs getting overwhelmed by too many steps and too much detail. To own what I can impact, and to learn to accept what is not mine to change. What is truly my destiny, and what is not my baggage to carry. Being emotionally and physically drained, put into perspective and showed me that we might not always like the outcome life has for others, but it’s not our path to walk and if we are not careful we might lose more of ourself then we actual have to give. It’s a delicate balance and one that will pull in your heartstrings for sure.
Donkey cautioned me to put my energy into a worthy cause. This could be job related, while it urges me to do something I am passionate about and not waste my time. To keep moving forward in what I’m doing, like now, even if the process is slow.
And finally I’m reminded that more fight is ahead of me, and perhaps it is not really a fight that needs to happen, but a matter of forgiveness and seeking the lessons learned. Even during a time of turmoil, there is always a silver lining, a time to adjust, and a life with your own choices in the making.
beautiful lessons…………bless you my friend.
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Giant Hug dear friend. Bless you.
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thank you……..i love hugs! 🙂
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Me too. 🙂
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🙂
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I’m thankful the world is speaking to you again. It has been needed.
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Me too, but I’m pretty happy I got to talk to you the other day. Hugs
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SQUEEEEE! I can’t wait to make a date to speak again. xoxoxo
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🤗🤗🤗 me neither 😉
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😍😍😍
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Thank you ❤️
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recently starting a blog of my own with my own tale to tell, and with it being so long since i have been open to revealing my baggage and lessons learned so to speak, i forgot how amazing it can be to listen and learn from the stories of others. your blog post makes so much sense to me, its as though in a way i could have written it myself. i am sorry for whatever is bringing you down and i hope you keep fighting through. your an inspirational writer, i needed to read this today so i thank you for that xoxo
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We all have a story to tell and I am so glad you found a place to do so. You’re not alone and we all carry our suitcase to tell our story and the need to be heard. Well come to WordPress, you will find that this is an amazing community of acceptance and building new relationships. Thank you so much for stopping bye and for your kind words. I wish you the best of luck in your journey and will visit you from time to time to see if I can help in anyway. Please don’t hesitate to reach out.
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thankyou so much for being so kind and lovely 🙂
i am new here and not quite sure ive found my footing yet, i just know that i have a lot to say and a lot to share, a well as a lot to learn!
i very much look forward to seeing what else you write in the future as well as hearing from you 🙂 x
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My pleasure entirely and it takes a little while. Make sure to visit other blogs and out tags (categories) on your post so others will find you. It always helps to interchange comments and feedback and soon you will attract like minded kindred spirits. Best of luck to you.
As far as myself, I post daily and a variety of topics. I look forward to seeing you stop by.
Oh you can also do an about page for your blog to let readers know a little more about you and your journey. 😉
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Thankyou for all the advice’ I haven’t quite gotten the blog sorted yet, and haven’t managed to get to much written, I started doing categories for my first posts but I may have forgotten about tags and all that.
I have loved all I’ve read of your blogs so far, feathery friend I read today and think I actually needed the uplifting reminder.
I don’t think I even know how to make an about page.. Or a separate page at all, Il try work it out though
Thankyou very much for your kindness xxx
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You will do fine. Just remember to visit other blogs, leave comments, hit the line button if you care for the post so people know you have been here and they can check out yours.
An about page is made under the pages tab on the left of your menu. Just click pages, title it about and write away what you want your readers to know about your blog.
Best of luck
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