Crow Spirit – September 2022

A powerful helper has shown up for this month reminding us that now is the time to co-create with Spirit. We have done so all along right, but now is the time to see it through as harvest time is just around the corner. Before us comes a time to slow down from the hard work, from everything we have sown and witness our surroundings by taking it all in.

As you look around you, can you see the magic that pulses through the world? Have you witnessed how every thought can become a thing? How every intention can call the universe into action as the sacred laws shape what you experience? The universe works in perfect order. When you align your thoughts, feelings, and beliefs with Spirit, you will want to crow with delight, feeling the excitement and wonder of being in harmony with something much larger than yourself. Have you felt the shifts happening? Have you taken a moment to witness how far you have gotten?

Crow Spirit says you are right on target now to see your dreams magically come into being in the visible world. The laws of Abundance, Compensation, Frequency, and Praise are operating in your favor now. Remember to be grateful and praise what is yours, even if it is still coalescing into form, still residing in the invisible realms of co-creation. No matter what area of your life you’re concerned with now, what you hope for is on its way – for Spirit is your co-creation partner.

Protection message: Crow Spirit wants to know why you think there is no magic in the world. Or do you believe that there once was, but it ran out, leaving nothing but ordinaries? Although conditions have become challenging, you have no reason to believe that everything you’ve set an intention for will elude you. Right now, the outer world is shifting. Can you feel it? Maybe you are fretting about experiencing the results of some of your poor choices or judgements from the past. Crow Spirit is here to remind you that you can always course correct and get back on track.

Maybe you’ve been hit by a loss or disappointment as a result of an event that had absolutely nothing to do with your manifesting, yet it has shaken you to the core. Crow Spirit asks you to trust that no matter the temporary conditions, things will right themselves very soon. The Law of Balance makes it inevitable that this too shall pass.

No greater Love Story

“Alexia” by Laura H. Rubin

“There is no greater love story than finding home within yourself.

There is no greater experience in life than feeling whole and complete on your own.

There is no greater chapter in life than embracing all that you are and all that you are capable of becoming.

There is no greater path in life than discovering who you are.

And there is no greater relationship than the one you have with yourself.

How you treat yourself sets the tone for all of your interactions with others.

How you speak to yourself impacts how you feel about yourself and show up in the world.

And your relationship with yourself sets the foundation for all others in your life. ~Tahlia Hunter

A Thousand Wishes

I’d send you a thousand wishes if I could, but most of all I’d wish for you to be at peace. To silence the internal dialogue and chatter, the constant that keeps you up at night and worried. I’d wish you feel secure and not second guess yourself, letting doubt rise away from your tormented mind and dissipate into thin air.

I’d send you thousand wishes if I could, to free yourself from the burden of past mistakes. To free yourself of the past and the things that can’t be undone. I’d wish you remember that you did the very best you could with the limited resources you had back then.

I’d send you a thousand wishes if I could, and freedom would rank high on my list. Freedom from guilt, consequences and wrong doings from you as well as others. I’d wish that your lessons no longer haunted you and you could see them as an essential part of your growth and who you have become.

I’d send you a thousand wishes, and a heart full of love. For yourself and for others because love is the answer to everything. I’d wish you’d love with all your might and unconditionally. To see that we all have a story and that we are all trying very hard to contribute in one way or another.

My wish would be to wipe away judgement and any ill doing. To have patience as your virtue and that you see the world through the eyes of a child. That you remember that your are never too old to start anew and that you are never too old to play, have fun, and giggle to your hearts content.

I’d send you a thousand wishes, and I couldn’t end this without reminding you to always remember your worth. To know how unique and special you are in every way. That you are perfectly imperfect. There is no one like you and you are beautiful.

Strength…YOU got it

Jean Gabriel Domergue – The Four Continents

“The strength of a woman is not measured by the impact that all her hardships in life have had on her; but the strength of a woman is measured by the extent of her refusal to allow those hardships to dictate her and who she becomes.” ~C. JoyBell C.

Have you heard that a spiritual awakening happens when our soul stops agreeing with the injustices we experience? When enough is finally enough! It is here that we, women and men alike find our strength and what we are made of. It is that pivotal crossroads and the decision which route we choose that defines us and sets us apart from being the hero or the victim. It is that very refusal of staying down but getting up back up. To emerge from the shadows of our safety and dare to explore in the pursuit of a life that is authentic to each and everyone of us.

Making peace with ourselves and others

Sometimes we need to make peace with ourselves and with others. Simply because we deserve it. Perhaps an incident in the past has you still thinking, still feeling bad, still wishing things could have been different. Maybe you write your thoughts on paper and later burn them to release the energy. Or maybe you go a step further and present those lines and your most humble self in a letter to that person. Maybe it is time to make peace and even if there is no response back, you still took a step to own what was yours, you got it off of your chest and hopefully can clear the heaviness. If this seems too far fetched and impossible, take a moment and see why you feel this way. Ask the ego and pride to step aside, silence the mind and let the heart decide. Do you feel that it is not worth it to do the work, that the other person is not deserving of your kindness! If so, consider that this is not really you talking, saying that somebody isn’t worth it. It’s a really a hard thing to say. But even if that is how you feel, holding it in and not releasing the energy will actually do more harm than good. You might be surprised how free and peaceful you feel after you made peace with someone, a situation and yourslef.

The significance of the number 12

The number 12 keeps showing up for me lately. So much indeed that I had to look up it’s significance. It’s no coincidence that our trailer is parked in spot #12 and that the new land has some ancient telephone posts that we want to keep. And yes, you’ve guessed it…there is a total of 12 of them. 12 somehow is finding it’s way into most of my days and as always there are no ordinary moments in life.

I almost had to laugh as I learned that the number 12 reflects to the ancient meaning of 12 being the number of perfection. I surely have redesigned over and over the house plans of the structure I hope to build next spring. Considering every detail and making it flow, several drafts were created. In the first one it was a matter of fitting all the essentials. The second draft was concerned with practicality, having enough space, as well as the design to be clever, making use of every nook and cranny. Once that was checked, it was proofed whether it was cool and unique. Whether it would meet that “different” kind of criteria, providing a place and space I would feel at home.

The number 12 is the result of 4×3, 4 elements, 4 corners of the earth and four cardinal points. When these are multiplied the result is 12, the perfect number, the number of God. It is the number of cosmic order. There are 12 months in a year, 12 zodiac signs, 12 Chinese astrology animals (12 years apart) 12 disciples in the New Testament and 12 inches in a foot. It is said that the number 12 is the highest vibration of the 3-dimensional world. It is where the purest masculine energy (represented by the number of one) and the purest female energy (represented by the number two) come together to create all that is and all that will ever be.

But we also find the number 12 in space in time, and time is measured in by two groups of 12 hours. In astrology there are 12 houses in which the planets and the 12 signs travel. In Tarot, the number 12 card is a major arcana card and is the hanged man, a card of letting go, having emotional release and accepting what is.

I find it interesting and by no means am I surprised that this number has surfaced. I relate to it as a number of being on track, about things being perfect as they are and how they must be for the time being. I believe that I am supported by spirit and God and that ultimately everything will be perfect, just how it is meant to be.

Your August Reminder

It was last week that I saw this reminder. It came in perfect timing and during a phase I needed to see it. It’s a collection of my own preachings and learning summarized by another. Confirmed and proven. There are no ordinary moments and spirit always speaks to us if we are willing to see the signs and listen. I hope you enjoy these words by Lisa Buscomb with my love and highest regards.

Life isn’t about feeling happy in every moment. Life is about balance. It’s about good times and hard times. It’s about mundane everyday moments. It’s about anticipation and excitement, fear and worries. Life is about the whole spectrum of emotions. Don’t beat yourself up trying to feel happy in every moment, that isn’t what life is about. Feel every emotion. Live life. Live every feeling. Live in the moment whether you are joyful, sad, angry or blissfully happy. It may not feel like a perfect life. But it is a life of adventure, of experience and of everyday moments, just as it should be.

Surgery Day

Dad is having surgery today again and I wished I could accompany him just like I did when I was there. He still struggles with blood flow and circulation to his one remaining leg and therefore any wound healing is a slow if at all process. I hope he can be given further help in this matter and his condition improves. He received an artery stent the last time but it didn’t clear all the blockage. It shouldn’t be a big deal and most likely he doesn’t need to stay in the hospital, but I hope for better success than the last time and that he can out this hurdle behind him for now.

I am happy that we chat once a week and that we are both committed to be in each other’s life. That we make the time and that it is important. I know that if he could, he would book the next flight and come inspect and help with the land. He does get nervous when I tell him of all the Bear sightings and all the visitors to the land. So far there has been the bear, a doe with two fawns and a red fox. I think it’s amazing and I love it. In the meantime my thoughts, my love and my prayers are with Dad for a speedy recovery and much success.

Angelic helper

An angelic helper appeared to me in the sky yesterday and brought a smile to my face. I’m sure you have looked to the sky before to see if you could make out any shapes emerging from the puffy clouds. i associate times like these with laying in a meadow or a field of flowers, just relaxing and daydreaming, being at peace, still and content. In this case I just looked up after having dinner outside and this is what I saw, the shape of a floating angel. Perhaps even a loved one, paying me a visit in these challenging times, letting me know that I got this and that I am not walking alone, that I am supported.

After getting a glimpse of the beautiful, nearly full moon last night, I woke up with a chill in the air this morning. It was only 46 degrees outside and for the first time I grabbed my cardigan to keep warm, the same one I bought Mom a few years ago after she saw mine. Oh, how she loved that cozy jacket and despite it being me who bought it, I always feel wrapped in her love and comforted when I wear it.

After two days of putting my thoughts and emotions into perspective I felt better today and not so overwhelmed, at the verge of crying at every little thing. I feel stable, stronger, refocused and grouped once more to tackle life’s challenges. But I am not waiting for the trouble to appear, nor will I make it a priority. I will just let it be, develop as it must and deal with it when I have to. In the meantime, I am distracting myself, reminding myself of all that is good in my life and all of my blessings. And I am enjoying the cooler temperatures, thats for sure.

I still have quite a few issues on the pain front and my hands, the left one especially. Recently I wrote about that trouble with the hands is a matter of letting go and grasping and it still holds true. I hope that with this full moon, some more energy can be released as far as the letting go part goes and as I am desperately grasp my future. I need to be patient as everything is going to plan. Now if anyone knows who has a grain silo, 24’-28’ for sale, please let me know.

To dream bigger

Walking the Cinnamon girl, I found a hawk feather the other day. They are beautiful, but then all feathers are beautiful for me and I am known to arrange feathers in a vase instead of flowers. I picked it up and my day was made. Not too much further Cinnamon picked up a scent and what I saw next was an entire hawk wing. Carefully I picked it up to carry it back to the car. I was blessing the animal this wing once belonged to knowing that it’s life had ended and made myself on the way.

At home I couldn’t help myself but to look up the spiritual meaning of the hawk feather. What stood out the most was the phrase to dream bigger. It spoke to me and made perfect sense as I find myself in the most important manifestation period of my life. What a time to be alive. I know that I have said it before but with all the knowledge and new wisdom at hand it truly shines a new perspective on it. I am given the opportunity to use all that I’ve learned to come home and turn myself into that very person Ive always was meant to be. There are no more false attributes, no more fillers. Just authenticity and I decide what stays and what has to go. There is no stress about it as I am doing this for myself. No critics, no failing, just an honest look and supporting myself the best I can. And yes, it is time and I am deserving.

It’s good to be “here” at this moment, at this time. God knows I’ve yearned to arrive at this point and finally “here I am.” I could have never imagined but I am grateful that I kept going.

It feels good and a relief settles over me. A calmness and contentment has found my heart that still knows how to skip a beat or beat with such intense pounding that it’s threatening to tear my chest wide open. Yet it’s all different now and the fear of past times has turned into gratitude, unconditional love and appreciation for each emotion that must come and go. And here is to me and all of you who have endured so much. Dream bigger and without limits. Nothing is impossible and getting this message in the sense of a whole wing worth of feathers is a urgency I cannot ignore. I nod my head like Jeannie in the bottle, smile and consider it done. I see my dreams as if they have come true already. And so mote it be…🙏🏼