Entering in Silence

It feels to me that just like the changing season of winter, I am entering a season of dormancy. I am slowing down yet I am moving ahead at full speed. Just in different ways. At times I am feeling like a philosopher, my musings and pondering’s are reaching a new level. A new way of questioning, a deeper level that is meant for me and doesn’t necessarily requires sharing. I seem to have less to say, although I have posted every day, mostly pre-scheduled posts with the occasional plug in. I look back to times when there was so much to be said, so many quotes to be posted, so much information to be shared, advice and wisdom that came to the surface, begging to be past on whether it was for sharing that wisdom or looking for like minded souls that related and validated that part of the journey. It seems that there is less of it. Plenty is still bubbling up, many more so than ever, but the means to share have changed and are becoming more streamlined. The new is slowly emerging and coming into light. A different way of sharing. A way of sharing with myself, marveling in all that I have learned.

Life has taught me to become a philosopher. To question everything and explore all the possibilities of what is and what can be. It has taught me that the proof lies within and that we have everything we need within ourselves. I know that I have said this many times before, but new meaning and new understanding is coming to this phrase every time we master one level of grasping the concept of it. New lessons are around the corner, bringing new meaning and understanding to what this statement really holds for me. At one time or another we will reach a point in our lives where we have to answer to ourselves and acknowledge what we are made of. Where we come face to face with the truth and the reality of things. Not for anyone else and not to prove anything to the world, but to answer to ourselves. To answer open and honestly without hiding behind the masks. To answer that ancient question and gain a deep understanding while learning not only about life and it’s many lessons, but also about ourselves so we can put our doubt to rest and become less of a critique to ourselves.