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Calling my heart

Passing through this little town a few hours from my home is always a special occurrence to me. In a way it reminds me of my hometown in Germany. Small, quaint, simplified, it has the bare minimum of stores to help you survive. Nothing more, nothing less. People walk to the stores and times seems to move a little slower. It’s a feel of how things used to be and I find a certain comfort being emerged within it’s surroundings. There is a peacefulness, a quiet, a leaving your troubles on the outskirts of town. Many waive as you stroll the streets along the banks of the river and the town spirit appears laced and infused with kindness and friendliness. It pokes at a yearning deep inside of me, a yearning to find a resting place like this where sincerity and mindfulness is still most important. Where there is a true care, comradeship, friendship and genuine desire to help and support. Perhaps my soul has come a great ways and is feeling a little tired. Perhaps it struggles to adjust to fleeting moments and recognizes that different times are ahead. Perhaps it is telling me that it is time to slow down, to find this place, and to live out my days in harmony and peace. My heart hears the call.


We are the co-creators of our life and the time is now. More than ever are we needed to support Mother Earth and each other. Together we discover and explore our unique gifts in times of strengths, in times we lean on each other, and in times when we learn from each other. This blog started as an outlet and what I ultimately called my “Warriors Journey.” It was a way to document the ups and downs of my life, sharing my hardships as well as my successes. It showcased the struggles, but more important the ways of how to overcome them. Although we are warriors each and every day, I realized that having to be a warrior, comes from a place of pain. I decided to rename this blog, and “Phoenix Rising” now stands for the story of overcoming such a painful place. My motivation for this blog hasn’t changed and I hope to share inspiration and hope, to create a sense of belonging, a space of being heard, and connecting with like minded beings who instill a sense of oneness. We are never alone, and we are unstoppable in the pursuit of what sets our soul on fire. Who I am in a nutshell... 
I am an energy healer and Reiki Master. I am surviving a chronic disease that I’ve sent into remission three times since my initial bout, 15 years ago. I continuously challenge the status quo and by doing so I change my stars. I am a believer that anything is possible. I am a hopeless romantic and I believe that true love exists on various levels. I am an optimist that will always see the glass as half full. I am a dreamer, believing in endless possibilities. Not even the sky is the limit. I have jumped off of the hamster wheel, and I am writing a new chapter. I am chasing my Nirvana to support my most authentic self. This is my story, I am that Phoenix and I am rising from the ashes. Namaste 🙏🏼💙🦋

13 thoughts on “Calling my heart

    1. I think so too and I think more and more people listen to their inner voice. I adore the small town feel as well. I was born in a small town and grew up with that feel. It’s only now that I’m older that I can truly appreciate the serenity of it in a whole new light.

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  1. After my little event things have slooooowed down beautifully. I think its the holding on, and our ability to keep ourselves busy so as not to face those things that we should. Yes, painful, but through them is that beauty we keep trying to find in everything else. We’ll get there dear lady, and when we do it will leave you in tears…big, beautiful, heartfelt tears. And a peace you can’t buy even on Mars 😀 ❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋 😂 🤣

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    1. Beautiful and I believe I have seen glimpses here and there. It’s work in progress and getting away from years and years of conditioning, basically unlearning everything that has been learned. I’m sure you relate to that and doing that brings a great sense of bliss as well once we step around the fear and leave the comfort of the knowing to explore uncharted and new territories. 💙🙏🏼

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      1. Your heart is opening dear lady, it touches that inner truth. It gives a confidence that your journey is worth every moment even though the world pokes its head back in often. But slowly those gaps get bigger and bigger, even though it is the world in its purpose in showing you…you, gifting you its conditions so that slowly you remove them…and feel and understand that very appreciated difference ❤️ 🙏🏽 🦋

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