Worry is a total waste of imagination, and yet, despite of knowing this to be true, we just can’t help it sometimes.
It took awhile for serenity to return back to my system, and sometimes it was hard to be patient and see the light. I remember loved ones telling me to be patient with myself, predicting that I would come back stronger than ever, and sometimes it was plain hard to visualize. But I did it and I’m proud of it.
Before Germany I drew a tarot card that foretold me that the journey ahead would be one of the toughest things I have ever encountered. I had no idea and it was hard to bring into focus what exactly was awaiting me. I was also told that I could come out the other side successfully, but that it would take ALL the resources available, even the ones I didn’t know back then. I believe some of those resources were YOU, who stood by my side, shining your light when mine was growing dim, being strong for me when I was getting weak, encouraging me to keep going when I was growing tired, and being my eyes when I couldn’t see. You may never know about the important work that you have done, how much it has meant, and what impact it has had, but I on the other hand, I will never forget and thank you from the bottom of my heart. ❤️ Thank you…
There is always more work to be done, but instead of worrying about the uncontrollable, and the things that are not within our control, I choose to go with the flow and celebrate the successes I have had so far. I promise to choose “this” as often as I can, and not let the dark days cloud my vision. At least for today….and the outlook of one day at a time.