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Worry less

Worry is a total waste of imagination, and yet, despite of knowing this to be true, we just can’t help it sometimes.

It took awhile for serenity to return back to my system, and sometimes it was hard to be patient and see the light. I remember loved ones telling me to be patient with myself, predicting that I would come back stronger than ever, and sometimes it was plain hard to visualize. But I did it and I’m proud of it.

Before Germany I drew a tarot card that foretold me that the journey ahead would be one of the toughest things I have ever encountered. I had no idea and it was hard to bring into focus what exactly was awaiting me. I was also told that I could come out the other side successfully, but that it would take ALL the resources available, even the ones I didn’t know back then. I believe some of those resources were YOU, who stood by my side, shining your light when mine was growing dim, being strong for me when I was getting weak, encouraging me to keep going when I was growing tired, and being my eyes when I couldn’t see. You may never know about the important work that you have done, how much it has meant, and what impact it has had, but I on the other hand, I will never forget and thank you from the bottom of my heart. ❤️ Thank you…

There is always more work to be done, but instead of worrying about the uncontrollable, and the things that are not within our control, I choose to go with the flow and celebrate the successes I have had so far. I promise to choose “this” as often as I can, and not let the dark days cloud my vision. At least for today….and the outlook of one day at a time.


Who am I, and why I write. I’m a dreamer, but I’m not the only one. I am the one, holding on to the silver lining when the skies are gray. I’m a believer that nothing is coincidence, but that everything has purpose. I’ve made my mistakes, don’t we all, but I see them as growing pains and they are a part of who I am today. I have lost myself in order to find myself, and I still do from time to time, but in a good way. I’m a big child who laughs until my belly hurts when life wants to be serious. Career wise: I’ve been there, done that, and I took “The jump” off the hamster wheel in an effort to change my future. I didn’t land all that soft, but I can say that I’m still proud to have found the courage to do it. Coming full circle, I had it all, and yet I was lonely and had nothing. Today I choose to be a collector of moments and I chase memories, instead of the material stuff. Less is more, and the motto is quality over quantity. You’d be amazed at how freeing it can be. I see myself as a free spirit that believes in an unconventional lifestyle. Somehow I go against the grain most of the times, not to rebel, but because it feels right to stay true to my unique and authentic self. It takes courage, and you often stand alone, but if you dare, you soon realize that it is the only way if you don’t want to lose who you are. Just like most, my past wasn’t easy and I come from a life that didn’t always give me the opportunity to be heard. Few related and even fewer cared to take the time. But that’s the past and it’s history, the future hasn’t happened and the “NOW” is truly all we ever have. In the end we all have a story to tell, and we all seek to be understood. We all yearn to be heard and accepted and still life is hard and our path is full of stumbling blocks. If we can see the lessons in adversity we may realize that the toughest moments are often our greatest teachers. There is a reason for the saying that the stars can’t shine without darkness, and it might be darkness that will show you the light.
It took a series of (un)fortunate events, to learn to glow through the pain, to learn how to dance in the rain. I believe in Magic and wonder, and the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. As an empath this old soul often feels a little too much, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Today, I am here to tell my story because I believe that it can help others. It is my hope to bring inspiration and strengths to you, while showing you that it can be done. I know you are out there, and I know you are suffering in silence. I am here to tell you that you are not alone, and your voice is being heard loud and clear. Hang on and be strong, transformation is yours. 
In light and love....Rhapsody Bohème 💙🦋

15 thoughts on “Worry less

  1. Worry does make a great story later….
    It’s difficult to wait for time to take care of what I want to do now. No, it’s damn frustrating. But, we can’t do anything a bazillion miles away. Que, sera, sera.

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