Today was a long day and I stayed extra due to call ins. I didn’t mind, but it left even less time to get some thoughts off of my mind and into this blog. I will have to burn the midnight oil to do so as I can’t contain all that is happening as of lately.My life is changing and I feel that I am reliving Stage 6 and stage 7 of the spiritual awakening process. I no longer question synchronicities or dismiss them, I’m aware when they arise and understand their purpose and the message that is be had. I own my spiritual gifts and have become my own teacher and mentor. I’m guided by instinct, but nothing feels foreign. Instead all seems familiar and there is a confidence and knowing that I can’t explain. It’s a gut feeling and my intuition already knows the path. And somehow, so do I. I’m reintegrating with my soul and I’m letting go of the things that don’t serve me anymore. I’m letting go of fears and previous worries to slowly create the life I deserve. One step at a time, each one more meaningful then the last. I’m excited and I’m anxious in a good way. Even though much is still ahead that needs to be tackled, I feel a certain relief, a weight that is already lifted off of me. The process has long started but for the first time I feel that there is actual process, even if it is just in the mental form.
Last week there was the Lizard incident on the trail, yet another sign from the spirit animals. This week I had a similar incident. A fuzzy caterpillar was right outside my drivers door as I prepared to get out of the Jeep. I barely had missed it and luckily I didn’t ran it over or stepped on it while getting out. I can’t remember when I have seen one of these fuzzy crawlies last and yes you bet, it had to be a sign once more. The universe was speaking again, sending a message to drive home a point, to raise my consciousness and my awareness.
Symbolic caterpillar meaning deals with pure potential. It has to do with the promise of new life indwelling in their bodies. Eventually, that caterpillar will go into a cocooning stage, after which it will birth into an entirely new creature. (Moth or Butterfly). I’ve been stuck in my cocoon for too long. Caterpillar holds the grand dream of becoming everything it can be without limitations. It’s associated with being humble new starts, new beginnings, possibilities, preparations, faith, expression of higher self, letting go, new path and the journey to a new life. I was eager to read about the symbolic meaning as I smiled and felt that I’m on track. The universe was confirming what my intuition already felt. I was content and motivated, reassured and at ease. And then the universe smiled upon me as if it was saying “That’s it” and sent yet another sign.
My friend Roda at growingself.blog pulled a random oracle card for me. Needless to say that I’m intrigued beyond means by Tarot and oracle readings, but how sweet was that? She did so out of her own care and without me asking. I never even knew she had oracle cards and more and more I believe that we must have met in a prior life. We have so much in common and if you still have not visited her blog, you truly need to because you don’t even know what you are missing. She is an amazing person and my fairy soul sister for sure.
The random card she pulled was “The metamorphosis”. It had a dragonfly on the front of the card which are associated with change, that can be a change in perspective, emotional maturity, self realization and understanding the deeper meaning of life. Are you starting to believe just a little, or do you still think it’s all mere coincidence and hocus pocus?
Roda’s thoughts are special to me and here is her interpretation of the card. Focus on your deeper thoughts and desires as they rise to the surface of your consciousness. Be aware of what you really want in life. As always, consciousness begins at your center and expands outward. It is the dark times and the beautiful times together that lead you to who you are meant to be. Know that you’re loved! Thinking of you…💚 Roda