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Fade to grey

My hair has grown out. It is revealing some major grey streaks and roots which are worse in some areas than others. Weird how it introduces itself so uneven, a streak here and a blotch there, oh and wait, I think there is some more in the back somewhere buried underneath the hair on top. It’s been like that for quite some time and I don’t even remember when the first grey surfaced. I have always colored it.On a few occasions I’ve contemplated to just let it be and embrace the grey, but I always touched it back up and covered the hard earned silver strands. Maybe subconsciously I bought into the hype of what social media tells us, giving us the feel that a woman is considered old when her hair turns grey. Maybe this bothered me on some level not recognized and I wasn’t ready to be considered old. It doesn’t really matter as to why I did or did not ever follow through. I remember back to Germany as I was a teenager. I don’t know in which context anymore but I was thinking that some of my aunts in there late thirties or early forties were so old, so many years away from me in age. It’s funny to think of it now and I have passed the age I considered them old some time ago. I guess I have joined their ranks and what’s left is that time flew by. My nieces and nephews back home must think I’m older then dirt as I’m sure the cycle repeats with their own similar thoughts. Ha… Or is this truly a gender thing that we feel extra pressured to uphold a certain image. It doesn’t seem to apply to our gentlemen who are considered sophisticated and handsome flashing their attractive grey. Where is the fairness here you might ask? Could it be that we are creating that pressure all by ourselves?

With the pictures and images gracing our magazines, and the models portraying the ideal look of a woman, the average woman feels pressured to fit those images to gain acceptance and avoid being otherwise labeled in a negative, derogatory way. Even without verbalization, a look can say a thousand words and perhaps it is the very reason as to why we feel compelled to “comply”. Sadly we are judged without ever speaking a word and it is no wonder so many feel the need to do what they can in an effort to lower, perhaps eliminate that initial false perception. It’s not only size and weight, but the overall image, the choice of our clothing and if we keep up with the latest trends, hair included. We sacrifice and do things to ourselves, with little self regard so we can fit in, even if that means absorbing toxic chemicals through our skin and scalp. Nothing is going to happen right? Not to us, or will it? 

Over the past few weeks I have gone back and forth, “Should I color or not”. I might have actually done it a few times already but I never prioritized it. Spending my time writing or doing other things kept me from actually spending the time on my hair and therefore the grey has remained. I already have the color and all I had to do is to follow up on that famous quote and “Just do it”. And then I came across another post from my friend Colin again, who inspired me once more about a different perspective when it comes to the grey matter. He posted two pictures and two quotes (God knows I’m a sucker for both) that spoke to me. I continue to marvel in amazement of how these signs and messages appear and seem to answer my questions or guide me onto the path that ultimately feels right for me. His post resolved the mystery question and I feel it revealed the fitting answer for me. Perhaps that could change but I feel pretty strongly about it and it has stuck with me for days now. 

You see things don’t always have to be black and white which I credit to our need for control and always being prepared. To calling the shots and to eliminate surprises and potential embarrassment. The fear of judgement. But if we can sway just a little from it, we might realize that there is much freedom hiding between the grays. It’s a place in between the black and white, a place where life is happening and alive is how I want to feel. Wouldn’t it be nice to enjoy your life with a little less pressure? Plus it is the favorite color of a favorite person, so how wrong could it be….

I think I have come to the conclusion to let the grey be and to wear it proudly. I no longer will pull them out and I think I will actually boost their appearance a little and naturally lighten my hair today. Let’s see what chamomile tea with lemon can do and I hope it can make the appearance a little more even and less patchy. Summer is around the corner and a beachy wave look sounds like a plan right now. Pssst…I have a five day adventure coming up next week and the beach it is, this time. 😉 

I don’t feel that the grey will make me look older and I think it also depends on how you style your hair. Maybe some won’t agree with me and would deem me and grey hair OLD lol. Its ok and I appreciate our differences and our varied opinions, but in the end we should choose for ourselves. Much time has passed since I lived my life for society and these days my time is spent strengthening and feeding my own, beautiful, unique person. I don’t want to be beautiful like society, I want to be beautiful like me. In my book, we are all beautiful in our own ways and we all contribute in our own special, unique way. How you feel about yourself should be enough to make all the difference, for it is the only thing that truly matters. You have to live YOUR life and not the life of others. Only you can set yourself free and your happiness depends on no one but yourself. Find your own unique gift and be the inspiration and the change that motivates others to become free. I guess it can be as simple as letting your grey hair shine through and eliminating the pressure to fit in.

I found this picture online and call me crazy but I think that the grey is actually sexy. Somehow it is sending me visions of wizardry and magic and I think I might actually be able to pull it off. I think that even with grey hair I can still be a sassy grey fox that is far from the typical stigma of being old. And who cares if I am, I’m forever young at heart and nothing but a big kid. 

What are your thoughts on this ladies and gentlemen, yay, nay? How do you feel about it and have you considered what your choice will be when the time comes? Or what are your reasons for coloring?



I'm a dreamer and hopeless romantic who believes that there is always a silver lining to everything. Now, inspired by the simple life, I have learned that less is more and that we find magic all around us if we take the time to notice. Life is a journey and a process that is ever changing. We are constantly evolving in the matter of who we are as we align our stars and shed a past no longer in line with our highest self. I don't easily fit conventional norms, not because I'm a rebel, but because of resenting the pull that threatens to take me away from my true beliefs and my unique personal identity. I support the power of "Choice" and the ability for us to be the architects of our own lives. Some of these choices should have something a little wild about them as they form the moments that forever stay edged in our memory and make our hearts beat with wonder. Nobody will remember the ordinary. For myself, I'm a warrior who has fallen many times, who has gone through trails an tribulations and who is no stranger to adversity. After all, my choice remains clear, to get back up and stand stronger than ever. To recognize that it often takes our darkest moments to mold us into who we were meant to be. I have learned to trust the process and stay positive through the challenges. I trust it to be the only way to prevent my heart from hardening and allowing bitterness to creep in. I believe in the power of "NOW" as it is the only moment we truly ever have. The past is gone, unchangeable and the future hasn't happened yet. All we can impact is the current moment. Everything starts with a choice and hopefully with one that has something wild about it and may even scare you to death to execute. DO IT...I promise you won't regret it. This blog is my voice to share my Journey. If I could describe this adventure in short, I would call it "Spiritual awakening" with a yearning for "Freedom" and going after the things that truly matter. To seek a less complicated life that is stripped down from the many obligations and responsibilities that often tie us down. For me it is a life free of rules and regulations, one that allows me to escape the must expectations while jumping off the hamster wheel that is spinning faster all the time. To be on my own time and live each day to the fullest, to make it all slow down by banishing routine and unleashing my creativity/artistic values in an effort to entertain whatever subject comes to mind. And if lucky, to perhaps offer a different view to my readers, one that speaks to your soul vs. the demands of what society might expect. It is one that empowers you to be your unique self and follow the beat of your own drum. I am dreaming big as I trail blaze the path to a new life and becoming a storyteller. I find my inspiration in the little things in life, in Mother Nature and on the trail that provides the adventures and the backdrop for a book someday. My hope is to inspire "Courage" in others who might find themselves on the brink of taking that first step. This blog serves as a foundation for my collection of personal thoughts, opinions and experiences and by no means am I an expert on any topics mentioned. To my readers I would say that the universe connects us by a common thread, we all search and we all have something to say. We don't always have to meet in person to share a strong bond and people enter our path for a reason. Some stay for a short time and serve their purpose, while others teach us a lesson and help us become stronger through experience. And a few special ones remain as the treasures we hold dear over a lifetime and touch our hearts beyond means. In whatever way we are meant to be, I thank you for crossing my path and for stopping by. I hope that I have left you inspired, full of wonder and with a few "Wild Choices" to make....Hugs XO

47 thoughts on “Fade to grey

      1. I just wanted to make sure my friend and they did speak to me, but then your words, yours or not and sometimes perhaps your thought process of what you want to convey have always spoken to me and you know I have always been a fan of yours. Thank you 😉

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      2. I think it’s normal since we are our worst critic and others usually believe in us way before we do ourselves. You are amazing my friend….repeat after me whenever you have doubt. Hugs

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  1. There are lots of men and women going grey here in California. I think it looks great! I have grey streaks, too; I dye them because I don’t like how disorganized the color patches are!

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  2. I have brown and silver hair and never thought about dying it…till a couple of years ago. I realized that if I wanted to put a purple streak in I wouldn’t have to bleach it first. Win/win! The purple makes it fun and young, too. One day I got REALLY adventurous and did the entire right side of my head with midnight blue transitioning into plum and then merlot. It was pretty wild. We went out for pizza and the guy cooking came out, walked up to me and said: “I LOVE YOUR HAIR!” He was quite excited about it. I was quite excited that I got a thumbs up from someone who was about 20 years old.


  3. Love this post! Also love the gray area. I quit coloring my hair about 15 years ago. People come up to me and say how much they love my hair and that they wished they were brave enough to do it too. Good for you for embracing your gray. It is part of our true selves and indeed is our well earned crown of glory!

    Keepin’ it real on The Island!
    Roxy (aka The Oily Guru)

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    1. Awe I love that Roxy and I’m glad you enjoyed this post and hopefully more women can feel empowered every day by being their own unique special version. You seem to have a good grip on this and it makes my day and yes, we earned our crown and proudly we shall wear it. Have a great day my friend.

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    1. Lol yeah that might be a totally different issue if they start to fall out hahaha. I think gray would look good on you 😉, and you are halfway there with that beard.
      Well not much change in the do just yet and I don’t think the sun lightened anything today as far as my hair is concerned. We will see how it goes

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  4. I LOVE my salt n pepper hair! I call it ‘silver’ not grey (way more precious sounding), and use it in my blog title too (obviously). Let’s get authentic women, and stop buying into the ageist crap that tries to disempower older wiser more liberated women! Just my opinion, from here in Australia : ) G

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