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Until we meet again

It was quiete a day yesterday with the doctor, the news and redirecting my course again. In all reality I have to say nothing was new, I was aware already but kept the harshness of reality somewhere tucked away in that delusional, ignorant bliss state of mind, while hoping the day would come for all to fix itself. Life doesn’t usually work that way and it wouldn’t this time either. It was up to me to dig deep, to find the courage to chase my dreams, to take matters into my own hands and be convinced that I deserve better. Time fixes some things, but not all and it’s clear this is just one of those things that will never change. All there is left now, is the action that is required. No more staling, no more procrastination. I think I’m giving myself a pep talk here so I can follow through with what I already know. 

I went to bed sad last night. Opening WordPress I was checking on a special soul that always inspires me when I need a little extra magic in my life.I found that she had left WordPress on an indefinite hiatus. I miss  you beyond words as I am sending strengths and prayers your way. You touched my heart on countless occasions and I look forward to the day you will be back.  I know this is temporary and we will meet again. Xoxoxoxo

“Lake Tahoe”


Who am I, and why I write. I’m a dreamer, but I’m not the only one. I am the one, holding on to the silver lining when the skies are gray. I’m a believer that nothing is coincidence, but that everything has purpose. I’ve made my mistakes, don’t we all, but I see them as growing pains and they are a part of who I am today. I have lost myself in order to find myself, and I still do from time to time, but in a good way. I’m a big child who laughs until my belly hurts when life wants to be serious. Career wise: I’ve been there, done that, and I took “The jump” off the hamster wheel in an effort to change my future. I didn’t land all that soft, but I can say that I’m still proud to have found the courage to do it. Coming full circle, I had it all, and yet I was lonely and had nothing. Today I choose to be a collector of moments and I chase memories, instead of the material stuff. Less is more, and the motto is quality over quantity. You’d be amazed at how freeing it can be. I see myself as a free spirit that believes in an unconventional lifestyle. Somehow I go against the grain most of the times, not to rebel, but because it feels right to stay true to my unique and authentic self. It takes courage, and you often stand alone, but if you dare, you soon realize that it is the only way if you don’t want to lose who you are. Just like most, my past wasn’t easy and I come from a life that didn’t always give me the opportunity to be heard. Few related and even fewer cared to take the time. But that’s the past and it’s history, the future hasn’t happened and the “NOW” is truly all we ever have. In the end we all have a story to tell, and we all seek to be understood. We all yearn to be heard and accepted and still life is hard and our path is full of stumbling blocks. If we can see the lessons in adversity we may realize that the toughest moments are often our greatest teachers. There is a reason for the saying that the stars can’t shine without darkness, and it might be darkness that will show you the light.
It took a series of (un)fortunate events, to learn to glow through the pain, to learn how to dance in the rain. I believe in Magic and wonder, and the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. As an empath this old soul often feels a little too much, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Today, I am here to tell my story because I believe that it can help others. It is my hope to bring inspiration and strengths to you, while showing you that it can be done. I know you are out there, and I know you are suffering in silence. I am here to tell you that you are not alone, and your voice is being heard loud and clear. Hang on and be strong, transformation is yours. 
In light and love....Rhapsody Bohème 💙🦋

4 thoughts on “Until we meet again

  1. I’m still going to check up on you darling. You’re not alone…I’m not that cruel. So stay strong and be brave in the face of everything. It’s what I’m doing. 🙂 Thinking of you with extra special wolfish love and laughter.

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    1. Hi my beautiful sister, the world is a little bit better seeing your notification. Thank you, it means a lot to have you by my side and to not be alone right now. I hope you know the same while facing your own battles. I’m always here in one way, form or another. Sending you much love and the biggest hug ever. Xo

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