When I grow up…

Driving to work this morning, I had a feeling as if I was driving into the wrong direction. I wanted to drive “from” work instead of “to” work, to go back doing what I love, back to the trail or back to writing. Don’t get me wrong I like my job and once I got going the day actually flew by. I love being in a position that allows me to contribute and I’m lucky that I can make a difference for some people. But let’s face it, if I had to choose between going to work and being able to make a difference writing, it’s a no brainer which one I would choose. Writing is a much bigger platform and your work has no limits as to how many people you can reach worldwide. I was beginning to feel that the modest confines of my “work building” and the handful of people that I could reach, were simply not enough anymore. But for now, nothing changed and whoever I could reach in some way, would remain equally important to me. In a strange way my intuition said that I was about to embark on something great. I didn’t know what that would be and I had no expectations about the future, but already i had found something great in the people that I had met here on WordPress. I had found a purpose that was lacking before. Maybe that was linked to my hunch about what was lying ahead and time would tell as it always does. 

While driving I was indulging myself in dreams and vaguely thoughts flashed by me like little messengers trying to direct my thoughts. I realized that never before had I known with such intend what I wanted to be when I grow up. And while I was well into my adult years, I came to the conclusion that perhaps I had chased a career that was never meant to be for me. If anything stood out from it, it would be that it is never too late to change and that anything is possible. I reminded myself quiet often of it and I knew that it had become my motto. Something that I held onto, something that was giving me the inspiration to believe. So now what? Was this the moment I jump off the hamster wheel?

Three month ago as I started this blog, I wanted to be a writer and felt a strong calling to put my thoughts onto paper. A week ago this happened and the humble little blog has grown to over 200 followers. I’m truly amazed about the support and the love you have shown me and I can’t thank you enough. 

This encompasses so much I want to mention and yet for some reason I feel challenged to find the right words to truly pay homage to you. Nothing can express my gratitude for your time spent, for your comments to my posts and the encouragements to keep going . While your words and feedback means the world, they also allow me a glimpse into your lives and I love to meet new people on a daily basis. 

I’m not sure if there will ever be a point when the words will cease, where there is nothing to convey, but I surely hope I never see that day. Frankly I didn’t know what to expect as I started and I remember thinking about how cool it would be to be a writer. I guess I have achieved that and somebody once said that if you write every day, well then you are a writer. I never said that I was a good writer, but good or bad, I write. Mission accomplished, right? Well not exactly and my mission has changed a bit.

The bar is raised and my goals have changed. I owe this new wonderful dream to a few very special individuals that have inspired me through their words to become a storyteller. No longer do I want to convey just content and data and I hope it was never as drastic as it sounds. To me there is magic in storytelling and it’s a place that captures the reader in an escape from a reality that might have become too serious. To help you feel good inside and to inspire hope and believe. Perhaps to make you pause and re-evaluate what is truly important in your hectic life. To indulge yourself in magic and reaffirm that you are not alone. To remind you that others have been on that same path you find yourself on and comfort your journey. To free that inner child and laugh until it hurts. 

I have grown up a long time ago, but I don’t take myself too seriously and try to remain a kid at heart. I have to say that it is for the first time that I truly know where my place is in this world. What I want from life, how I want to contribute to society and how I want to refine who I am growing into as a person. And even now after all these years, it is that I realize more than ever that it is never too late to change your stars. 

As for me, I dream to whisk you away and weave you up in the magic of storytelling. To help you escape and pursue your hopes and dreams. And for you I hope you shoot for the stars and make your own magic come alive in any way you possibly can. 

Xoxoxoxo ❤️

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29 thoughts on “When I grow up…

  1. Keep writing, and i hope you never finish what you have to say becuse I love your blog for what it is, your posts for what they are.
    Very happy your crossed 200 followers, Many Congratulations dear! ☺

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  2. Congratulations my friend on this awesome achievement! And for the 200 followers as well ! 🙂 You have it in you to achieve these goals and surpass them . A warrior on a mission! I truly appreciate the way you view this life with such a positive voice. We, as a people, need more of that today. An inspiration no doubt. 😉

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    1. I can go to bed with a smile on my face now and thank you for touching my heart with your words. You know they mean a lot and your encouragement and support has always made me believe. You are right, the world is serious all too often and I am on a mission, a mission to do my part, to be the best version of myself and to help one person at a time. Thank you for inspiring me to do so and your trust in me.

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  3. We share this passion for writing as well as a lot of our experiences. I wish too I could drop my job (that I really like) to become a full time writer. It’s a dream!
    I created my blog not long after you but my beginning was slower until I decided to make time for it. I still struggle with it, to juggle it with family life and the book.
    We know the effort is worth it because of what we get back.
    The love, the friendships and just the sense of accomplishment. I am proud of you, my friend!

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  4. Thank you very much my friend and I agree of course like always. We have some of the same goals and I struggle as well as there is just never enough time. It requires effort and a time commitment that might be even more challenging working six days, but when I can I will indulge.
    I’m grateful of the number of followers, but what is even more important than quantity is quality and getting to know new people through the comments and you understand the meaning of that as well.
    I have much to learn about the logistics when it comes to writing a book and it will require more time but I cross that bridge when I get there.
    Thank you for your always kind words. I have been thinking about you and wish I lived closer. Hope you are hanging in there. Hugs xoxoxo

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    1. Words aft my own heart and thank you so much for the encouragement. I agree whole heartedly and there is always room to grow. As times change, so are we and it is up to us to be satisfied with the progress we are making.
      Thank you so much for stopping and taking the time to comment. It truly means a lot. Xoxooxo

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  5. Congratulations on hitting 200 followers, i didn’t realise you have only been blogging for a few months. your success is well deserved. ive been on for almost a year and just hit 53 followers, your words touch me every time i read them. your heart is more open than anyone i have encountered in my life so your success is very very well earned. keep it up

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    1. Awe you are so kind and I appreciate you and your words. It is people like you, the quality vs. the quantity that make all the difference and I’m very grateful for it. Thank you again for always stopping by and for taking the time 😉

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  6. This is a post with which I can relate… I feel the same at times. And not only when it comes to “work” but in a more extended way in relation to many other choices I have made in my life… It is a hamster wheel as you said, and a sort of: “What if?” question coming back and forth…
    I guess that (on a positive side) we can choose two things at the same time… Many writers do, and are writers as a second option or even do it as a hobby! 😀 All my best wishes, Aquileana 🙂

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  7. Congratulations!!! I’m so proud of you! 🙂 It’s weird, I always had negative feelings towards blogging and bloggers. But when I started my blog and got a chance to befriend some fantastically weird people, that all changed. Blogging can help us on our journeys, in our transformations and broaden our teeny tiny scopes. Well done dear and keep on inspiring us! (massive hugs)

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